another day goes by...

Hello! well, today was an interesting day i guess. Got up early for church. that was swell. Came home, and pretty much did nothing all day. I got really crabby though by the end of the day. I think its because i haven't gotten decent sleep in a long time. I went to target (twice) and talked to wade. He's good. I don't know how i feel right now. I'm kinda crabby, but i don't know what its about. oh well.

Heres a sweet quote from the book i'm reading "Three Weeks With my Brother" :
"Dreams are alays crushing when they don't come true. But its the simple dreams that are so often the most painful becuase they seem so personal, so reasonable, so attainable. You're always close enough to touch,but never quite close enough to hold, and its enough to break your heart."
-Nicholas Sparks
Told ya it was good.
I got another new cd! its Dave Matthews Band: Stand Up! it's pretty decent.
I wrote a new song last night...at like midnight....i don't know where it came from but here it is:

Do you want the truth today?
Do you really want to know what I have to say?

Then stay a little while
Until I find the words I need to borrow today
Just stay

Do you have the patience to wait
And listen to our hearts break?
Do you know how to put the pieces back together
After I’ve taken them apart?

Then stay a little while
Until I find the words that I need to borrow today
Then stay a little while
Until I find the words that I need to borrow today
Just stay

Do you want it?
Can you hand it?
Okay, here’s the truth
I fell in love with you
So go away a little while
I borrowed the words to say today
Just go away
I fell in love with you
Please don’t stay
Please go away
For both our sakes
I’m sorry
i like it cause its kinda strange... I tell him to stay but after i share the truth, i don't want to have to deal with it. Like theres going to be consequences. It's kind of like me and wade i guess...sometimes i wonder if it would have been easier if we never started to care about each other. Don't get me wrong i'm way thankful and completly happy and content, i'm just saying i have no clue where my mind came up with this song, but maybe it was my subconscience...
Night